"I was a creep, I was so weak.
I should never be allowed to speak.
I open my mouth, some bullshit fell out.
I always lie when I’m in doubt.”
waiting for you felt natural
like whatever it is that inspires us
to lie in bath tubs for so long
after the water drains
Don’t take it as an insult, I only wish you were staring at me when
I roll over because I can’t sleep at night,
or I’m smiling because there’s snow falling outside,
or when the breaks lock and we’re clearly gone die.
I’m gonna grab your arm and scream, “I love you!”
I hope you know that I’ll love you.